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20 December 2014 @ 05:06 pm
I miss her in some almost religious way. I miss Kayla. They say I'm not her anymore, maybe I never was. Mind Fuckery. I would like to believe this new stranger I have became just ate her and is holding her captive in some weird demented process of evolution. I am forever lost, forever meandering just like the silohette of that younger inner demon
How I'm feeling, Bizatch: amusedamused
Tunes: jack off jill
SheinaMAriechildishwhisper on December 28th, 2014 11:20 pm (UTC)
I remember my days listening to Jack off Jill!! I think over time people kind of just change a little. Things happen, people live through stuff that affects them in so many ways you just cant take back. Its haunting and it hurts... but just be happy with who you are. The people who cant love you after the things youve been through or cant understand dont belong there. I feel that as long as youre a good person and you are not hurting yourself or anyone around you then you just kind of have to let things work out. Everything happens for a reason... people are who they are and no one can expect someone to be exactly the same because no one is living the exact way they were in the past... there are too many factors. Sometimes people tell me im different, sometimes I feel like im different. id like to feel like im still the same good person though and im pretty sure you are too <3